Day 158

U say road is I choose de. Ya! I choose. Me me me. I choose to break up with u. I choose not to care u that day. Idiot me. Road is I choose. What I got now I deserve it. It's my karma.

Maybe I should learn from u, get another half and forget de 5 years.

Seriously I dunno how did u forget everything

and happily living with her and get into her life do easily.

Can U tell me and teach me how u did it?

Broke up for 5 months le, I still at there think of u, think of de past,

never fail to forget u, keep cry like idiot, trying to make myself tired to sleep.

Can anybody tell me, how long I still need to cry? How long more I can open my hand?

5years, u can why I can't? Why I so stupid.

U are happy with her, yet I cry alone like idiot out there which no one care.

U said we are forever good friend. Please. Take away Ur forever.

There is nth forever.

Haix. I feel so idiot so stupid so dead so useless person now.

Bloody hell tired of my life. No more colors already. ='(