Day 213

so u tell me 5years is nth to u.
its just a memories to u.

为什么你不尝试进入我的世界呢？
一定要我进入你的世界吗？
我的世界也没有不好啊.
为什么一定要我去找你而不是你来找我呢？

我们很爱对方 放不下对方 可是
我们就是有一个东西一抹一样
那就是，我们两个都不踏出那第一步.

我真的很不想踏出这第一步
因为我觉得你应该先走这一步.
如果你回来找我，我会心软的.

我只能在我的房间对着我的四面墙哭
什么都不能做.
我好想随便抱着任何一个人哭得痛痛快快
我却哭不出来. 到底这么了？

Day 199

Sometimes i wonder, when will i got my other half.
so wish to get marry.
so wanna get a rich husband.
but i cant let go, how am i going to get what i one.
when will i let go.

until now im still crying over u.
though not as much like last time.
but its still over u. silly me.
still find my life so suck and messy without u.
seriously without u, no one make decision for me le.
thats because without u making decision for me, i feel my life really got damaged.
7mths le. i really need to take 5years to recover everything?
i need to have a sucky life for 5years?