Day 35.

我在等一个人
在等我的永恒
那就是你
告诉我 爱不单行 别害怕.

Day 34.

我的另一半可以回来吗？
我的生活 只差你就美满。

Day 33.

我呼吸的时候会痛
想见你不能见最痛

我发誓不在说慌了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着
你在就好了

我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰
你回来那就好了

能重来那就好了

Everyday repeat & repeat this song and listen before i could go to bed.

Day 32.

香水

i think our relationship is like ur Perfumes.
i bought u one Giorgo Armani de.
u slowly use it for a very long time.
now left half bottle.

After back from Taiwan, u bought urself a CK Free For Men.
and u are using it now. and never touch de Giorgo Armani le.

its like using de Giorgo Armani until sian liao.
wanna change diff but also nice so got urself a CK.
Understand?

i feel that im not into ur world le.
i feel that we have distance already.
i dunno whats ur world is now.
drink? town? with ur group of friends? and her?
i dun even dare or allow to step into ur world.

anyone that is close to u knows that u are closer with friends then gf.
which i dun mind at all.
sometimes i wish that i can throw away de position of gf
and be ur very good friend.
so that u will be nice and good like how u treat ur friends too.

am i ur good friend now?
why u still treat me so diff from ur friends?
because u use to treat me like this?
because im not ur friend?
because ur friends and me is 2 diff world?
or because she is over there?

how can i get into ur world again?
should i learn how to drink and bring u go town everyday
so that i can get into ur world?
or how can we get back to our world that we use to be?

i never dun wanna tok to u in msn.
lazy to say out why.
cause im repeating my words and sentences again.

i am so lost. because im alone in my own world. ='(

Day 31.

以前说的不是这种以后.

以前也要的不是这种以后.

Day 30.

一个月了，时间过的好快。
以前，你用一个月的时间来放下这段恋情。
而现在的我，已经一个月过了我还放不下你。
还很舍不得你。还很需要你。
因为我一直把你排在第一位。
突然间发生怎样的事，我真的受不了。
每天还在哭哭啼啼的想想想。
我到底怎么了？
我该怎么办？
谁可以告诉我。
我快要累死了。好想死了算了。不用想那么多。
可是我没那么傻。

世界上最遥远的距离，是你... 陪着我的时候想着她.
最痛的距離,是你不在身邊卻在我的心裡。

我觉得你比以前快乐了. 你也不怕安静了。
你有一群朋友和她在你的身边。
你看着她就行了。不用一直看你的电话。
我说的对吧。

五年，就这样完了吗？

Day 29.

你的温柔 像一把刀 刺进我的胸口.



我知道, 你不会的.

Day 28.

你看的见我的笑 多受伤吗?

Day 27.

你还记得吗？

Day 26.

Hows ur chalet? fun bah.
always wanted to whatsapp u but 没有勇气 to whatsapp u.
cause i no either is u dun reply me or u will take very long time to reply me.
and i have to wait and wait.
which makes me think that u have so much fun over there until reply me also so hard.
and when u are with me, ur phone ring u can just reply immediately.
so i tell myself not to whatsapp u, not to think so much.
just let u have fun. most important is that u are happy. =)

Day 25.

我卻无法把你忘了。

Day 24.

我的心比第一天还来的痛。
因为我知道你一天比一天的关心和但心她了。
你管都不管我了。

我不知道我该恨谁。
恨她也不对。
我好想恨你，可是我又舍不得恨你。
很生气，很不甘愿，好想找人发泄可是不知道找谁好。

我活该，我恨我自己我太过爱你。
恨我自己以前这样对你。
活该有着样的下场。

为什么！为什么！！ ='(

痛到快死了。

Anyway, im sure u will njoy ur 3d2n chalet so much de.

Day 23.

Kinda angry and pissed off.

Anyway, yesterday's dinner is awesome ttm!
because i get to see all of them yesterday which i miss them so muchie~
when i step into de house door, de kids there just call me jiejie..
my heart started to melt already.. so happy and upset at de same time.
so happy to see de kids, ur aunty uncle, ur brothers, ur da jie jie fu & jiahui jiayi.

its nice looking at them learning things from mama
playing ipad, watching johnny english,
toking to de kids, playing with each other,
and drink de ginseng tea. So re nao.

i never treasure before.
and regret after.

and de food is still so awesome.
miss ur aunty's cooking. =)
awesome food with awesome ppl = Best!

will there be next time? Nobody knows, even me.

Day 22.

you & ur nice pose..

爱太痛了.

Day 21.

3weeks le, time pass so fast. still heart pain ever.
u told me u never read de offline msg that i send u.
and yesterday i send it to u online.
after u read it, how do u feel?
nth? or feelings that dunno how to explain it out?
or dun wanna tell me?

hope those words can touched u abit.



失去了你, 我才知道我没什么朋友.
你对我来说真的很重要.

Day 20.

Key chain that u bought it at Wallaby..
Lazy one is u. Naughty one is me.
but ended up u tell me i should that de Lazy one.
and because this chain is heavy,
so both is with me now.
hanging along with my house key.

Day 19.

heart getting more and more pain.
uncountable knifes, needles, broken glasses stuck in my heart.
mood getting more and more bad.
no one dare to tok to me.
face getting more and more shag.
dark circles getting deeper.

lack of sleep and eat.
which gives me alot of time and i dunno what can i do.



u & ur fav Show.

u are my 药.

Day 18.

u, me & Taipei 101.

remember? u taught me how to take this pic.
following de couple that took de same angle of de pic behind us.

ok, i have a fat face.

Day 17.

did u receive ur offline msg from me in msn?
i did wrote alot to u telling u how i feel all this days..
i hope u did receive it.

All the best in ur Management today!
after that u wont have stress word in ur mind already. =)



Missya so much.

Day 16.

Miss all the oily and unhealthy food that u cooked for me.

Day 15.

i miss having Mc Breakfast with u..

Still have chance to eat breakfast with u?

i hope.
i wish.
i want.

Day 14.

This song is for u..

It's always de best if everyday is like yesterday night.
Please dun leave me.

Day 13.

我很想你。
我只要你。
我需要你。
可以回来吗？

如果可以，我希望时间能回到原点。

Day 12.

i miss all of them, alot.

Day 11.

The last pic that we took it together..

Day 10.

CupCorn use to be our fav in movies.
but price went up. so never get to eat it already..

Day 9.

This is what u bought for me at Taiwan.

Day 8.

Monday, I'm waiting
Tuesday, I'm still waiting to see
see.. see... if you are fine
Wednesday, you're still not here
Neither in the morning nor later
Thursday is also empty
Friday, Saturday or Sunday
None of the day that i dun miss you
None of the day that you will come back
to be in our old days

The day that i met you
The day that i was close to you
The day that we held hands
The day that i loved you
The day that i spoke to you
The day that you listened to me
How long it will be like this? i dun know.
How many months or years?
How many billions of our past memory?

I never dun miss you
I'm Sorry.

Day 7.

0512 is our number. Our date.

Day 6.

Nobody knows what this means. Only you and me..