weekends.

shin came out le. hahah
friday after work went to his house to meet him.
then he dun wanna let me see he botak.
use blanket cover. i keep make away.
at last of course saw le la.
keep laugh until stomach pain lor.
laugh nonstop. but cute lor! lol.
cause i use to see him with hair,
now suddenly no more hair le.
at his house for a while lor.
then sat meet him after my work again.
meet him around 8 plus.
then went to watch Get Smart.
very funny nice show. then,
shin have to meet fcukers for eve bday le.
he taunt until sunday mornin 8am then reach home.
i 11 plus 12 wake up le. very early. wake up,
help mama dye hair. bath jiu go find shin le.
sunday, actually wanna go bugis. but dun one le.
go bugis find de person to make de customize cap.
but nvm le. i email de person de pic better.
then we eat mac. go tiong. he go cut his hair.
then go buy his stuff. then go back home.
he wear his uni. then together went up,
to his aunty house. 15 mins later.
he went to meet his friend go camp le.
his friend de bro drive them go.
actually wanna drive me go also. but nvm.
next time lor. lol. i miss him,
after he left me. think of him.
hope he faster book out.
cant wait for this comin fri again!!
he use to be with me de everyday.
now he is with me only de weekends.
abit cant use to it. but bo bian. zzz.
anyway, very tired now. 930 then end work.
1030 reach home. bu xiang eat thing alsoo.
cause hungry until dun wanna eat.
but still got eat a little. haha.
i wanna go play my ds le!
then sleep!



he with his cute hair and uni!! =p

haix...

hmm. i miss him. i really do.
i no he miss me too.
and of course miss his hair.
wanna see how he botak looks like.
well.. de previous post i say about,
is that we quarrel until very jialat.
nearly break. but thanks myra and eric.
tok to him tell him lor. i feel that,
after he go in ns, his temper
more and more no good.
even though i dun like.
but i love him. what also will do for love.
then again..
we quarrel. zzzz sian lor.
i really dunno wat i can do.
today i be recept in salon.
count those money. count until i very fan.
then angel say nvm, tml give fern count. then i okok.
just wish to go home and wait for his call.
then me and angel go home. she go bugis.
i go Cheers. buy things. when i go in there,
i notice my hp is inside de salon.
then i am wtf. how how?!
my heart is like @#$%^ wanna scold bad word le.
then keep think, if shin calls me how, what to do.
think later he angry then quarrel again how.
later he miss call me then cant contact me how.
alot alot alot alot of how in my mind.
so no choice. angel dunno go where le.
my hp have to be at there.
so when i reach home,
i faster first thing is on my computer.
call eric. msn myra yong.
then yong reply. then call yong sms him say i at home,
my phone blablablabla.
then he called. he voice sian sian de.
i ask him do what he say he fall asleep.
then i tell him what happen lor. then
he oh only. then can see he angry me le
then i ask him can sleep meh. thought cannot.
then he say 'can la. sure fall asleep.
wait u for 1 hour liao, not fall sleep is fake one lor.'
then i quiet i say thought he say cannot sleep ma.
then he diam diam. then i say tml meet.
since he out le. then he say he sore throat.
then i tell him drink more. then he like,
bu xiang answer me lor. but nvm la.
also say he angry le. then i hao hao tok to him
but he still dun care me.
then he say 5 min going hang.
then i no he feel like hangin le.
after a while he tell me, say need to hang le bye,
then straight hang. zzzz
kinda sad. cause hp at salopn not i one de.
i didnt one him to wait until so long also.
ok. forget it. think long le will angry.
but now wont angry le. listen listen song
jiu hao le. just cant wait to rush to his house,
and see him, hug him.
ok la. everything will be fine tml. haha.
he tell me he 7 book out le.
i wanan see him!
HIM HIM HIM! <3

suddenly miss this song.
wanna dian give shin listen. =)

bad bad day.

he called early. around 915.
i surprised. how come he can call early.
cause he tell me he 12 need to go beach march those.
then cant call me. but he called.
when he have free time, he sure call me de.
so he called. i wanna tell him something important.
about his cap. but i dunno why, i feel like disturbin him,
so i tell him i wanna break with him. i tell him i like other guy.
then he say hang up lor. then i say bye. then he straight hang.
then i call him back he dun wanna pick up. then i sms him,
tell him i kidding, really got important things to tell him
so i discuss with him about de cap thing.
can see he already no mood le. cause he tok like no happy de.
then he let me listen xiao yu de song, 'zhong yu shuo chu kou'.
then i say eh, how come got this song. then he say cause got lor.
then i say i thought mp3 spoil. then he say i where got say spoil.
then i say thought cant charge then only can tahan a few days.
how come until now still can listen. then he say cause,
charge liao la. thats why can listen, aiya u dun need care so much.
not ur problem. then i quiet. then a few mins later,
i ask him, never call ur mama. then he say ok i now call.
then i say u wanna hang izzit. then he say ya. then,
i tell him ok, then he straight hang. i heaven say bye,
then he hang le. after that he sms me say alot of things.
fuck here and there. break here and there.
dun meet those..
bu xiang type out. so far only myra knows everything.
he tell me alot of things. make me very sad and angry.
i angry but i cant say out. what can i do?
one word, CRY.
until now still crying.
one week no one pei me, i already sian le.
now this thing happen, make me totally no mood.
really dun need anyone to pei me le.
salon already make me very sian le.
wanna tell him what happen to me in salon.
but now we 2 like that. how?
he say he wont call me de next 5 days.
if he really dun call. i will go find him.
i dun care how late how long.
until he forgive me.
first time he tell me those even more fierce de words.
bu xiang read, but also saw it with my own eyes le.

shin, i am just kidding. wont say it again le.
de best is i dun tok. keep quiet.
listen what u say about ur ns stuff.
i regret tell u all those.
wont disturb u le.
dun hate me please. i still need u de.
i angry what u have told me.
but i will forget about it.
my heart still got u. always is urs.
waiting for u to come out.
i never break with u also.
last, really sry.
and thanks myra.

still trying hard lookin for stage pic.
for ur cap.

-Carina

miss him.

miss him miss him miss him!
9 more days he jiu book out le.
dunno is fast or slow. maybe fast bah.
cause already passed 5 days le.
he tell me inside days gettin more and more tough.
he say he learn marchin and got PT in de mornin.
his marchin he dunno i make him memorize.

cause i also learn before. =)
PT he must pass. if not i cant see him on sat and sun.
cause if he fail, he sat sun need to go back and train until he pass.
shin everyday will call me.
5 days passed, 5 days also got call me without fail.
after we hang up, his sir need to take all their phone away.
cause de first day. one of them kena caught using phone in de midnight.
so from then, their phones will conficate by their sirs after 10 - 1030.
we hang up phone le, he sure sms tell me to sleep early or say,
miss and love carina. i see le i very happy. =)
he sooooo sweeeett. haha. i no he also wanna quickly come out.
who dun one. lol. he and his buddies brothers all like very good very good le.
everytime he call me we also chat about his camp things le.
then we both keep think when then will book out those.
then we tok half, he also got tok to his buddies de.
today when to bugis, bought a cross stitch for card holder.
of course i ownself stitch de pic out. ownself make de holder.
de paper also never write how to make into one card holder lor.
zz. but i aga aga no how la. i buy and stitch for shin de.
i see he inside so tired like that. i also cant do anything.
so i buy de cross stitch. when he come out i can give it to him.
make him happy lor. i no he dun like this stuffs. but aiya. stitch only la.
give him lor. he like anot up to him. haha.
he keep complain to me that this whole body very tired very pain very suan.
maybe when he come out i help him massage one HARD one.
give him more pain scream more. hahahaha.
so miss him. oh ya. i fail my BTT. zzz.
going to take next month. lucky next month got slot.
if not need to wait another 3 more months.
hope will pass. then can learn drive le.
tml also my special effect theory test.
cause i fail. need to retake.
need to pay that 80bucks to that fuckin sch.
no matter what i how also need to take de cert.
so if i keep fail. i need to keep retake.
retake until i got de cert. i got de cert,
de sch and me is no more friend le.
sch is sch. me and me. i hate that sch.
-THE SCH OF MAKE UP SUX-
moody today.

Upload Pictures, i Took in Zoo.

Carina wants Shin!

wed i purposely take mc to pei my shin.
cause he fri mornin 6 need to get ready to go to ns le.
haix. 2 weeks cant see him. kinda she bu de him.
but no choice. he still have to go.
no one can stop. i lonely for 2 weeks lor. =(
but i chiong-ing my work for 10days.
wed we went to queensway. to buy his bag and stuff.
then we take bus to tiong to watch kungfu panda.
shin keep say i looks like de panda so fat.
haha. after watching we went to eat at kopitiam.
then go his house. if i not wrong.
then thurs. i got my btt. i change off with chris.
he work for 10 days straight. then from tml onwards,
i work for 10 days straight also.
i dun mind cause shin not with me. after i chiong my work,
just nice a while more he can come out with ns le.
i fail my btt. retake next month. hope will pass next month.
fail so sad le. somemore cant see him.
after i take my btt. we go to plaza sin to eat western food.
last time for him to eat nice food le.
then we walk to plaza sin to watch Incredible Hulk.
then we go walk walk at ps. shin bought a mp4.
then watch finish hulk we go home. then his com not workin.
then we go his aunty house eat. eat liao,
10 go his house. he try his mp4. but not workin.
he du lan le lor. he very impatient.
du lan liao keep click click click.
i cannot tell him not to click.
later he more angry. so keep quiet lor.
then de mp3 need window xp then can install.
he then more angry. anyhow put wire keep wire.
anyhow throw. zzz. then we both never tok until when i going home.
he came to hug me. i crybaby again lor.
cause i missed him. alot. alot.
then he fetch me go take bus. then we start to tok.
after that, bus lai le.
thats de last time i can feel him.
de last time i see him le.
after that need to wait for 2 weeks le.
really miss u. no one pei me. =( but anyway,
shin take care ok! muacks~

Moody Sunday.

shin sick le. his wei and stomach not really good.
but he did went to see a dr. super worry him.
when i am workin, keep think how is he le.
wish he can faster sms me and tell me he is alright le.
sat i tell him, if sunday not feelin well jiu dun go zoo le.
then he say see how bah. even though i wanna go zoo.
but i one him to rest more. so, in de afternoon,
he tell me he fully ok liao le. almost alright le.
i quite happy. cause he's fine. not cause can go zoo ok.
so me and shin went to zoo and night safari.
zoo w/o tram. ns with tram.
i met him at 230. reach there at about 4.
zoo 6 close. ns 730 open.
at zoo we went to see our fav. Bamboos.
then we went to see kangaroo. cause i wanna touch it.
but they jump very fast. cant chase them to touch also.
then we went to see giraffe zebra and lion. then heard lion roar.
female lion. then close up with giraffe. quite fun,
cause close up with alot of those animals.
after that shin tell me he suddenly very tired le.
just nice 6. then we went to kfc.
let him sit down there rest.
i buy food. bought 3 piece chicken.
one for him. 2 for myself.
then we ate ben and jerry ice cream. so nice.
then we took de tram. then he tell me his neck very suan.
so i let him lean on my shoulder. but he dun one.
cause i too short le. he lean more xin ku.
then de tram really fun. saw alot of animals we didnt saw that time.
a close up with some animals also.
but de tram very fast end. about 30 mins.
then he like sian sian le. maybe tired le bah.
then he keep ddunno how to say la. hitted up or heat up. dunno.
then he say his heart very pain. he drink water also no use.
then eric called. tok to him, he ok liao le.
but my mood is sian more then half le.
cause he told me his heart pain.
yet i cant do anything.
then we took de second time tram.
before got up de tram. he say, wah.
then he say de girl nice. then i ohh.
i didnt care. cause i dun think she is pretty.
but to him she pretty lor. his type ma.
then got up tram. my mood no good le.
keep quiet hope his heart will ok.
but he thought i xiao qi him,
cause of de girl. if i not wrong.
but shin, i really never xiao qi u.
i am dan xin u. u no ma.
after we got down de tram. we go to de bus stop.
he tell me his heart super pain. his face all pale.
he needs water. he needs rest. so i tell him,
i go and press money at zoo there.
then buy water give him. and take cab home.
i hold him to de zoo, reachin to de atm machine.
then i notice something.
MY WALLET IS AT DE FUCKIN SALON.
so, how i press money. bo bian, lucky shin got money.
use his first. then zoo there,
dun have one store is open one lor.
then i go back to him, his face is so xin ku,
until wanna faint wanna die. i look at his face,
my heart also very pain, but i at de same time,
i also wanna cry. but i tell myself i cant cry.
cause if i cry, how i take care of him. so,
i must be stronger. i hold him to de busstop.
and i walk to night safari to buy plain water for him.
walk to ben and jerry, there water is cold de.
i dun one. walk to bongo burger.
bought a evian's plain water for 4DOLLAR!
PLAIN WATER FOR 4 DOLLAR!!!
4 dollar i can eat 1 meal le. haix.
but no choice. shin needs water so have to buy.
buy le quickly walk back to him and take cab home.
q up for cab. alot of ppl. shin tell me,
hope we take de cab dun have turbo de.
cause he wanna vomit. if turbo de, jiu jialat.
when q-ing up, i keep pray and hope its not turbo cab.
end up our turn, its a SILVER CAB. turbo one la.
when at de cab on de way home, i look at shin's face.
beh tahan le,
my heart is tearin, my eyes is tearin too.
until now, my heart and eyes is still tearin.
i dun wanna let shin no my eyes is tearin at that time.
dun one him to worry. just one him to rest more.
on de way home. he hold my hands. his hands is cold.
i hold his hand tight to give him some wen luan.
i wanna hold his hands tight.
but i dun dare to look at him. cause,
once my heart will pain one time.
when reachin his house. he tell me he will vomit.
and he did. when i reach home,
he called me and tell me after vomit,
he still very xin ku. so i tell him to eat yao,
after that jiu go sleep go rest. then hang up phone le.
shin, 4 more days u jiu going in army le.
happy and sad for u, of course sad more.
keep think and cry whether when i can see u again,
cause i miss u alot alot. yupe.
within this 4 days, i hope ur illness will recover.
and safe-ly go in army.
i will make u recover and pray hard for u de.
u must take care of urself no matter where u are.
and sry, this 2 months didnt hao hao de pei u,
cause of my work. even thought,
we almost meet everyday but its just a 2 3 hours.
and of course, i hope for more,
but it only happen on every sundays.
when i need u, u are there for me.
but when u need me, i am not there for u.
im not good enough.
i really wish i can be with u when i can,
really wish i can be there for u.
when u need me, or when u are sick.
really. wanna hug u, hold u tight and not let go.
really so sry..

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

hello.
take a look at this video. My Shin found it at de cabal forum if i am not wrong.
when he show me, i keep laugh like hell. see once laugh once. lol!
sit back and njoy de video. =)