bad bad day.

he called early. around 915.
i surprised. how come he can call early.
cause he tell me he 12 need to go beach march those.
then cant call me. but he called.
when he have free time, he sure call me de.
so he called. i wanna tell him something important.
about his cap. but i dunno why, i feel like disturbin him,
so i tell him i wanna break with him. i tell him i like other guy.
then he say hang up lor. then i say bye. then he straight hang.
then i call him back he dun wanna pick up. then i sms him,
tell him i kidding, really got important things to tell him
so i discuss with him about de cap thing.
can see he already no mood le. cause he tok like no happy de.
then he let me listen xiao yu de song, 'zhong yu shuo chu kou'.
then i say eh, how come got this song. then he say cause got lor.
then i say i thought mp3 spoil. then he say i where got say spoil.
then i say thought cant charge then only can tahan a few days.
how come until now still can listen. then he say cause,
charge liao la. thats why can listen, aiya u dun need care so much.
not ur problem. then i quiet. then a few mins later,
i ask him, never call ur mama. then he say ok i now call.
then i say u wanna hang izzit. then he say ya. then,
i tell him ok, then he straight hang. i heaven say bye,
then he hang le. after that he sms me say alot of things.
fuck here and there. break here and there.
dun meet those..
bu xiang type out. so far only myra knows everything.
he tell me alot of things. make me very sad and angry.
i angry but i cant say out. what can i do?
one word, CRY.
until now still crying.
one week no one pei me, i already sian le.
now this thing happen, make me totally no mood.
really dun need anyone to pei me le.
salon already make me very sian le.
wanna tell him what happen to me in salon.
but now we 2 like that. how?
he say he wont call me de next 5 days.
if he really dun call. i will go find him.
i dun care how late how long.
until he forgive me.
first time he tell me those even more fierce de words.
bu xiang read, but also saw it with my own eyes le.

shin, i am just kidding. wont say it again le.
de best is i dun tok. keep quiet.
listen what u say about ur ns stuff.
i regret tell u all those.
wont disturb u le.
dun hate me please. i still need u de.
i angry what u have told me.
but i will forget about it.
my heart still got u. always is urs.
waiting for u to come out.
i never break with u also.
last, really sry.
and thanks myra.

still trying hard lookin for stage pic.
for ur cap.

-Carina