某人

某人好想念某人. 某人想知道某人有没有在想某人. 某人想知道某人现在在那里在做什么. 某人在等某人联络某人. 某人可以快点联络某人吗?

Restless Night.

Its a good way to keep myself busy to forget some things. But I dun feel tired at all when I always keep myself busy busy. Just wanna be tired so I can rest more cause I have not rest enough almost everyday. Keep wake up and wake up. Went to see dr for my head pain. He gave me muscle relaxer pills. But it still didn't work on me. Yes I did fall asleep easily but still keep on waking up like nobody business. I think anyone can just hit me and make me faint to let me rest longer? Lol.

Worst of the worst.

Life have many ups and downs.
This is de worst part of my life.
Besides love, this de time that makes me feel so weak and useless and cried badly everyday which is family and money. It also makes me sleep for that 2-3 hrs everyday. I'm having a bad headache, not sure what cause de problem. Maybe not enough sleep or I think too much, I dunno. It's just affect me and hurts badly. Im facing de worst of de worst part in my life now. I dun feel like doing anything, I wanna throw everything away, I wanna relax, wanna scream out loud, wanna cry out everything dun wanna work, wanna go holiday, wanna get out of here, wanna leave Singapore, wanna rest all I can, because I hate here. Living here stress me up alot. I hate my life now. I feel like dying. But I cant just go like this. What to do? Life sucks max now. I can't take it already.

That's it.

Money causes all this and make me ended up like this. If I have de money, my family won't be like this. If I have de money I won't be changing job. If I have de money i can do whatever I like buy whatever I like use it I like. I gonna be crazy soon if I continue like this. Or maybe I'm already crazy and down with depression. My family, money plus de stress at new job. All accumulates and made me cry almost everyday. Dream non stop, cry non stop, think non stop. What's wrong with me? Anyone can tell me?! I had enough already. Haix.

Life still have to go on.

Kinda tired of my life. Though its still a long hard way for me. I need some motivation to go on. After Monday everything changes, it won't be easy for me. I have to take it and use to it no matter how hard how stressful it is. No matter how upset how tired I am, I still have to put a sweet smile on my face because life still have to go on. For my family & my life to get easier and better, I will and have do that. What I have to do now is one word, 忍. Jiayou for me ok! =)) Thanks ppl!

Jap Jap Food!

Last week went to City Square Mall with colleagues to eat Jap Buffet. Soooo miss those food, now and then also so craving to eat especially Salmon!

Sparkle Tots Concert cum Grad Ceremony 2012

It's Season & Ethan's performing at Matrix Auditorium @ Biopolis. Can't wait to see them!!