broken heart.

we quarrel again.
he going outfield. 2 weeks later then come out.
he say he cant sleep properly today already.
cause we quarrel.
he say he think of something.
he say he book out he will tell me.
then he say 2 weeks i wont hear his voice.
cause he say always heard my voice jiu will quarrel.
he call me jiayou.
and he say So Hope he is single now.
call me take good care of myself.

i think de thing he wanna tell me is he wanna break with me bah.

i reply back. i say i really dun wanna break with him.
and tml after work i will call him call until he answer.
since he dun trust me do things. then i wont help him do again.

but dun use break and hurt me.
even though my temper not very good also.

i bear my crying until i reach home.
season saw me cry she keep look at me.
she of course dunno i am crying la.
she still small lor.

haix. dunno what to do. see tml how bah.

next mv..

JayChou- Hui Dao Guo Qu

saturdaysss...

sat again...
dun like sat. cause salon havin WAR!!
toooooooooo mannyyyyy pppppllllll llllleeeeee......
lol. but also love saturday cause...
SUNDAY IS MY OFF DAY!
can sleep until late late.
haha. hope tml time pass fast fast. =)
this entry. nth special. lol.
just bored then anyhow write.
anything special then update again.
miss me! =p

small small thing... zzz

yawn...
my feelin keep stay at there. cant go away.
why leh? i also dunno why.
just now shin call.
he ask me finish work izzit go home.
i say ya, then he say so late?
then i say i go bugis with my recept.
cause she wanna buy lash things.
then he say why bluff him.
then my heart is like.., go bugis buy lash jiu go home le ma
why still need to say leh.
she buy things also not i buy.
if i buy i tell lor.

problem is i never buy, i just accompany her ma. zzz
then lai liao lor. zz
still got what. sian...

so i tell him i accompany my recept to buy things.
then few mins jiu go home le.
then his reply was 'ok lor'
zzz.

then for de half an hour.
we got nth to tok.
i ask him he oh ya yes no.
he didnt even ask me about my work thing.
i tell him why so quiet.
he say nth to tok.
then i say i ask u thing u oh ya yes only.
then he say he tired.
then i say can try to ask me thing also one ma.
can ask me my work thing those.
then he say, dun one la. ask u, u also anyhow answer.
shi bu shi.
he angry lor. zz

dunno what to say. i just call him not to angry.
then after that we hang up phone le.

haix.

lucky i reach home season at my house.
i play with her a while.
i think only she can make me happy.
an hour later she jiu go home le.
so miss her.

after she go home i go bath jiu come blog le lor.
sian.. hope everything will be fine tml.

i am like.. not happy le.. but still tryin to stay happy.
not happy jiu not happy la. why still need to act until happy.
zzzzzzzzzzz wanna take ppl and scold, but scold bu chu. zzz.

watch a show that says,
'as long as u love him, any problem will be solved.'
i think its true bah.
we love each other, anything happens also can be solved de! =)

Old Songs..

still love this song so much.
old song lai de.
from de first time i listen until now,
i am still listenin..
really love it super alot.
maybe u all forget this song le.
let me let u guys think back of this song ok.. =p
i have alot alot of old song, going to share with u guys..
this is de first one.. there will be 2nd 3rd 4th... 5th......
alot alot of old songs from my up-comin post.

njoy de mv..
need abit of ur time to load de mv.
so please be patient.. thanks! =)

here u go!
my all time fav.

JayChou- Ban Dao Tie He.

work work and work..

yawn~!
nth to do at work place..
so i went to my recept there tok to her.
then tok tok, nth to do also,
i take my phone out and zhi lian with her!

hahaha!

chris say we looks like sister.
did u think so??
lol. my recept, name Jennifer.
knew her not long ago.
just join our salon as a receptionist.
can say we very good to each other la. lol.
happy to know her also.
me and her tok alot of rubbish one. lol.
she younger then me by 1 years old.
so this year she 18.
at first i tok to her, i thought she bigger then me lor.
thought she 20 years old.
end up she say she 18 only. omg.
shocked me. zzz


do we looks like sister? hahaha!

zhi lian us! =p


i kissss her..


she kissss me..


then chris nth to do. sit at there.
we call him to join along with us, crazily takin photos! hahaha.


i so xtra. they give those looks. lol.


smile! =)

ahhh!
today sunday night again!
tml going work again... sian.

BBDC SUX!

nb. my btt test fail again.
second time.
wah lau du lan la.
so easy thing yet still fail.
next test will be at sept of 17. zzzz
sian la. stupid test. i angry lor.
go book one theory lessson. on july 24.
on july 24 wanna book lesson near to my test date again.
if not i fail again. nb. i got confi i will pass lor.
then i end de thing, end up i fail.
eat pppl money only. nb one.

tired tired.

today when to loreal course,
woke up at 715. then get out of house at 830.
then reach that place around 9.
waited for them to start at around 1030. zzz
then Addy Lee came. got shock how come its him.
ya that gay. from Monsoon Hair Salon.
he teach us cut style color those lor.
see until i wanna sleep.
very tired la.
so boring also.
he talk here and there also same de.
he tok funny is funny la.
he also very li hai bitch ppl de.
next time see him please be careful.
he see u all at street with a ugly hairstyle.
he will bitch u first then help u style.
hhaha. this cours actually 12 end.
then end up 2 end. reach back salon, give ann say.
jialat. beh tahan beh tahan.
tears keep drop out from my eyes.
super tired le.
so early wake up.
zzz wanna sleep now le
good night.. z.z.Z...

ehhh..

wah. so long never update liao.
lazy to update la. busy watchin dou niu.
see mike and hebe and lee wei.
sooo handsome.. sooo prettyyy... =p
today dun wanna watch.
come update my blog and friendster pic first.

dunno few week ago.
salon no customer i think.
then we sit outside there do nth.
then chris say he make up liao sure very pretty one.
then one of my stylist call jess.
help him make up.
wah lau, make up dao like ru hua like that lor.
beh tahan. we all at there keep laugh at him.
he like sian sian like that. lol!
or bi! who call him, say make up nice.
see make up until like that. hahaha!!
show u his pic. haha!


nice?? hahahaha.
is super er xin one lor.

then then no customer right, we go color our hair.
haha. i did a super light ash brown on my hair.
compare to previous hair color, this one is super light de le.
i love de color alot. i saw de color alot from jap hair magazine,
wanna have their hair color,
and now... i got it! =)






this one abit darker maybe cause de mirror or light bah.

then on de 12july. sat. after work. meet up with shin.
went to watch hellboy with him. but all time slot is full.
so we decide to watch midnight movie.
then we bought de ticket at The Cathay. 1210am show.
we wait and wait. tok and tok. finally 1210 le.
went inside de show. de show start le, my eyes jiu close liao.
zzzz my eyes keep open close open close.
shin keep wake me up.
he say helllboy nice.
to me not bad la. maybe i too tired.
they tok also abit robot. -.-
i tell u,
de show 2 hours arh,
1 and half hours of it is me sleepin.
another 30 min, i watchin lor. -.-
dunno why so tired lor.
got watch last part they fight that time la.
but still sleep more lor.
when take cab home.
fall asleep at shin's shoulder also.
when lyin at his shoulder,
hope time can stop there.
but sad la. a while jiu reach home le. zzzz

then sunday went to meet him for a while.
he go back camp with his friend liao.
i jiu go bugis. find de make cap guy.
i go there tell him how shin wants his cap done.
then he stop me from saying.
he tell me he found a cap thats de same with one of my friend de friend.
he say tuesday can take. but today he sms me tell me,
cap came le.
so i go down and collect lor.
wah lau super nice.
all black. gold outline.
he tell me de one and only.
he went to other country and find de.
then it cost 35$ ONLY!
compare to mine. of course this one nicer.
but mine is from taiwen la.
but his design nice lor.
i show u.


nice right. cheap somemore.
shin sure love it alot de. =)


i go update my friendster pic le.

Hate that Feeling.

one week passed. shin went back to camp le.

he asked me, 'got sad ma.'
i said to him, 'yes but not as sad as de first time.
but still miss him like how i always miss u. cause i feel that we spend de time very less, and not enough AT ALL!'

then he say, 'yes. not even 12 hours.'

i told him, 'ya. de feelin is like very sian and lonely. heaven see enough of him, he have to go back to that bloody hell camp and I have to go back to salon and see those fucking ppl. i really dun like de feelin, its like.. sooo lonely...'

then he say 'ya. he say he also got de feelin. heaven pei me so long jiu have to go back kena scold.'

so i told him, ' i have to tahan this for 2 years. every week, see each other for less then 12 hours. we both also very sad..'

he say, 'after he pop jiu easy le.'

then i tell him, ' my mood now not very good. really very sian.'
he say, ' he also. sian half.'

i cant wait to see him every week.

even though we see each other for less then 12 hours.
but i will treasure every hour min. sec. and every time when i am with u.

i feel so lonely. u no my feelin?
monday to saturday,
mornin 830 wake up,
bath, make up, pack things.
940 wait for bus 124.
bus came, got up bus,
tap card, find seats.
reached smu,
went to buy newpaper.
walk to raffles hotel about 10 to 15 mins.
reach salon punch card, see those ppl AGAIN!
then work. work that time is sian sian SIAN.
nth to do, nth to do, nth to do.
after work, 9pm. take bus home.
reach home on com rest a while,
bath, watch dou niu yao bu yao.
then sleep... wake up then again~
zzz wat a life.
maybe i dun like de salon thats why bah.
if i found a better salon, maybe wont like this le.

i dun need ppl to tok to me when i am lonely.
because i dun care. and love peace. haha.
all my feelin is in this blog.
but if u wanna come tok to me or find me,
and of course, i willin to. =)
i may dun look like a nice person.
but i am! =p
will try to always stay happy like this! *below



CHEERS! =p

i have stress too.

all i wanna say is that,
being a recept is a very sux thing,
i have ever done in my life.


totally sux!
today fern off. no recept.
so i take recept job la.
then i know abit abit.
i collect payment from them.
answer those Irritating calls.
help book appointments and MANY MORE!

so after i did those payment stuff,
need to count whether all same number anot what.
not same if less then need to pay la.
then what happen is that. when i am countin,
shin called. he knows i am recept for today.
then i tell him i need to count money dunno what time end.

problem lai le. NOT TALLY!
then what de hell lor.
Ann tell me like less 200$ plus.
i am like, WHAT DE FUCK! GOT SO MUCH MA. 200 PLUS! NEED TO DEDUCT FROM MY SALARY. MY SALARY ALREADY LITTLE LIKE SIAO LOR. THEN STILL DEDUCT.

knn! then shin keep call ask what time end those.
940 i called him. he sleepin.
he sian sian. tok to him he only oh oh oh oh.
then nth to tok lor.
what to do. i tell him my problem he also only oh.
wanna share with him my problems.
yet he just oh.
then nvm. we hang lor.
since nth to tok.
he tell me he wait until fuckin tired.
he wont call me, cause his hp no batt.
but i no is fake de.
he dun wanna wait me. thats why like that.
but i told him i never ot and do recept things tml.

tears around my eyes movin left right left right.
cause he like that and my money gone.
but i already prepare to give them.
since i am de one,
who take care of that fuckin counter cashier.
give them lor.
I NEVER NEVER EVER WANNA BE A RECEPT AGAIN!

hello* never!

and shin i no u are tired. and u have stress.
i have stress too. i wish i can tell u my everything,
because u are de most closest to me.
and i hope u can understand that,
staying back in salon is not i one de.
i will wish i can tok to u for long.
cause i damn miss u.
cant wait to see u.
i dun wish to see angel and ann too.
see until sian. keep nag me.
i just wanna be with u.
hope u liao jie. take cares.
hope ur sick faster recover.
my cough cough come le.. zz.

upload some pic
took place at home.
yesterday. after work.
when i have nth to do.