Hate that Feeling.

one week passed. shin went back to camp le.

he asked me, 'got sad ma.'
i said to him, 'yes but not as sad as de first time.
but still miss him like how i always miss u. cause i feel that we spend de time very less, and not enough AT ALL!'

then he say, 'yes. not even 12 hours.'

i told him, 'ya. de feelin is like very sian and lonely. heaven see enough of him, he have to go back to that bloody hell camp and I have to go back to salon and see those fucking ppl. i really dun like de feelin, its like.. sooo lonely...'

then he say 'ya. he say he also got de feelin. heaven pei me so long jiu have to go back kena scold.'

so i told him, ' i have to tahan this for 2 years. every week, see each other for less then 12 hours. we both also very sad..'

he say, 'after he pop jiu easy le.'

then i tell him, ' my mood now not very good. really very sian.'
he say, ' he also. sian half.'

i cant wait to see him every week.

even though we see each other for less then 12 hours.
but i will treasure every hour min. sec. and every time when i am with u.

i feel so lonely. u no my feelin?
monday to saturday,
mornin 830 wake up,
bath, make up, pack things.
940 wait for bus 124.
bus came, got up bus,
tap card, find seats.
reached smu,
went to buy newpaper.
walk to raffles hotel about 10 to 15 mins.
reach salon punch card, see those ppl AGAIN!
then work. work that time is sian sian SIAN.
nth to do, nth to do, nth to do.
after work, 9pm. take bus home.
reach home on com rest a while,
bath, watch dou niu yao bu yao.
then sleep... wake up then again~
zzz wat a life.
maybe i dun like de salon thats why bah.
if i found a better salon, maybe wont like this le.

i dun need ppl to tok to me when i am lonely.
because i dun care. and love peace. haha.
all my feelin is in this blog.
but if u wanna come tok to me or find me,
and of course, i willin to. =)
i may dun look like a nice person.
but i am! =p
will try to always stay happy like this! *below



CHEERS! =p