Moody Sunday.

shin sick le. his wei and stomach not really good.
but he did went to see a dr. super worry him.
when i am workin, keep think how is he le.
wish he can faster sms me and tell me he is alright le.
sat i tell him, if sunday not feelin well jiu dun go zoo le.
then he say see how bah. even though i wanna go zoo.
but i one him to rest more. so, in de afternoon,
he tell me he fully ok liao le. almost alright le.
i quite happy. cause he's fine. not cause can go zoo ok.
so me and shin went to zoo and night safari.
zoo w/o tram. ns with tram.
i met him at 230. reach there at about 4.
zoo 6 close. ns 730 open.
at zoo we went to see our fav. Bamboos.
then we went to see kangaroo. cause i wanna touch it.
but they jump very fast. cant chase them to touch also.
then we went to see giraffe zebra and lion. then heard lion roar.
female lion. then close up with giraffe. quite fun,
cause close up with alot of those animals.
after that shin tell me he suddenly very tired le.
just nice 6. then we went to kfc.
let him sit down there rest.
i buy food. bought 3 piece chicken.
one for him. 2 for myself.
then we ate ben and jerry ice cream. so nice.
then we took de tram. then he tell me his neck very suan.
so i let him lean on my shoulder. but he dun one.
cause i too short le. he lean more xin ku.
then de tram really fun. saw alot of animals we didnt saw that time.
a close up with some animals also.
but de tram very fast end. about 30 mins.
then he like sian sian le. maybe tired le bah.
then he keep ddunno how to say la. hitted up or heat up. dunno.
then he say his heart very pain. he drink water also no use.
then eric called. tok to him, he ok liao le.
but my mood is sian more then half le.
cause he told me his heart pain.
yet i cant do anything.
then we took de second time tram.
before got up de tram. he say, wah.
then he say de girl nice. then i ohh.
i didnt care. cause i dun think she is pretty.
but to him she pretty lor. his type ma.
then got up tram. my mood no good le.
keep quiet hope his heart will ok.
but he thought i xiao qi him,
cause of de girl. if i not wrong.
but shin, i really never xiao qi u.
i am dan xin u. u no ma.
after we got down de tram. we go to de bus stop.
he tell me his heart super pain. his face all pale.
he needs water. he needs rest. so i tell him,
i go and press money at zoo there.
then buy water give him. and take cab home.
i hold him to de zoo, reachin to de atm machine.
then i notice something.
MY WALLET IS AT DE FUCKIN SALON.
so, how i press money. bo bian, lucky shin got money.
use his first. then zoo there,
dun have one store is open one lor.
then i go back to him, his face is so xin ku,
until wanna faint wanna die. i look at his face,
my heart also very pain, but i at de same time,
i also wanna cry. but i tell myself i cant cry.
cause if i cry, how i take care of him. so,
i must be stronger. i hold him to de busstop.
and i walk to night safari to buy plain water for him.
walk to ben and jerry, there water is cold de.
i dun one. walk to bongo burger.
bought a evian's plain water for 4DOLLAR!
PLAIN WATER FOR 4 DOLLAR!!!
4 dollar i can eat 1 meal le. haix.
but no choice. shin needs water so have to buy.
buy le quickly walk back to him and take cab home.
q up for cab. alot of ppl. shin tell me,
hope we take de cab dun have turbo de.
cause he wanna vomit. if turbo de, jiu jialat.
when q-ing up, i keep pray and hope its not turbo cab.
end up our turn, its a SILVER CAB. turbo one la.
when at de cab on de way home, i look at shin's face.
beh tahan le,
my heart is tearin, my eyes is tearin too.
until now, my heart and eyes is still tearin.
i dun wanna let shin no my eyes is tearin at that time.
dun one him to worry. just one him to rest more.
on de way home. he hold my hands. his hands is cold.
i hold his hand tight to give him some wen luan.
i wanna hold his hands tight.
but i dun dare to look at him. cause,
once my heart will pain one time.
when reachin his house. he tell me he will vomit.
and he did. when i reach home,
he called me and tell me after vomit,
he still very xin ku. so i tell him to eat yao,
after that jiu go sleep go rest. then hang up phone le.
shin, 4 more days u jiu going in army le.
happy and sad for u, of course sad more.
keep think and cry whether when i can see u again,
cause i miss u alot alot. yupe.
within this 4 days, i hope ur illness will recover.
and safe-ly go in army.
i will make u recover and pray hard for u de.
u must take care of urself no matter where u are.
and sry, this 2 months didnt hao hao de pei u,
cause of my work. even thought,
we almost meet everyday but its just a 2 3 hours.
and of course, i hope for more,
but it only happen on every sundays.
when i need u, u are there for me.
but when u need me, i am not there for u.
im not good enough.
i really wish i can be with u when i can,
really wish i can be there for u.
when u need me, or when u are sick.
really. wanna hug u, hold u tight and not let go.
really so sry..