Day 32.

香水

i think our relationship is like ur Perfumes.
i bought u one Giorgo Armani de.
u slowly use it for a very long time.
now left half bottle.

After back from Taiwan, u bought urself a CK Free For Men.
and u are using it now. and never touch de Giorgo Armani le.

its like using de Giorgo Armani until sian liao.
wanna change diff but also nice so got urself a CK.
Understand?

i feel that im not into ur world le.
i feel that we have distance already.
i dunno whats ur world is now.
drink? town? with ur group of friends? and her?
i dun even dare or allow to step into ur world.

anyone that is close to u knows that u are closer with friends then gf.
which i dun mind at all.
sometimes i wish that i can throw away de position of gf
and be ur very good friend.
so that u will be nice and good like how u treat ur friends too.

am i ur good friend now?
why u still treat me so diff from ur friends?
because u use to treat me like this?
because im not ur friend?
because ur friends and me is 2 diff world?
or because she is over there?

how can i get into ur world again?
should i learn how to drink and bring u go town everyday
so that i can get into ur world?
or how can we get back to our world that we use to be?

i never dun wanna tok to u in msn.
lazy to say out why.
cause im repeating my words and sentences again.

i am so lost. because im alone in my own world. ='(