Thursday, November 8, 2012
Wednesday, November 7, 2012
Restless Night.
Its a good way to keep myself busy to forget some things. But I dun feel tired at all when I always keep myself busy busy. Just wanna be tired so I can rest more cause I have not rest enough almost everyday. Keep wake up and wake up. Went to see dr for my head pain. He gave me muscle relaxer pills. But it still didn't work on me. Yes I did fall asleep easily but still keep on waking up like nobody business. I think anyone can just hit me and make me faint to let me rest longer? Lol.
Friday, November 2, 2012
Worst of the worst.
Life have many ups and downs.
This is de worst part of my life.
Besides love, this de time that makes me feel so weak and useless and cried badly everyday which is family and money. It also makes me sleep for that 2-3 hrs everyday. I'm having a bad headache, not sure what cause de problem. Maybe not enough sleep or I think too much, I dunno. It's just affect me and hurts badly. Im facing de worst of de worst part in my life now. I dun feel like doing anything, I wanna throw everything away, I wanna relax, wanna scream out loud, wanna cry out everything dun wanna work, wanna go holiday, wanna get out of here, wanna leave Singapore, wanna rest all I can, because I hate here. Living here stress me up alot. I hate my life now. I feel like dying. But I cant just go like this. What to do? Life sucks max now. I can't take it already.
This is de worst part of my life.
Besides love, this de time that makes me feel so weak and useless and cried badly everyday which is family and money. It also makes me sleep for that 2-3 hrs everyday. I'm having a bad headache, not sure what cause de problem. Maybe not enough sleep or I think too much, I dunno. It's just affect me and hurts badly. Im facing de worst of de worst part in my life now. I dun feel like doing anything, I wanna throw everything away, I wanna relax, wanna scream out loud, wanna cry out everything dun wanna work, wanna go holiday, wanna get out of here, wanna leave Singapore, wanna rest all I can, because I hate here. Living here stress me up alot. I hate my life now. I feel like dying. But I cant just go like this. What to do? Life sucks max now. I can't take it already.
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