Day 158

U say road is I choose de. Ya! I choose. Me me me. I choose to break up with u. I choose not to care u that day. Idiot me. Road is I choose. What I got now I deserve it. It's my karma.

Maybe I should learn from u, get another half and forget de 5 years.

Seriously I dunno how did u forget everything

and happily living with her and get into her life do easily.

Can U tell me and teach me how u did it?

Broke up for 5 months le, I still at there think of u, think of de past,

never fail to forget u, keep cry like idiot, trying to make myself tired to sleep.

Can anybody tell me, how long I still need to cry? How long more I can open my hand?

5years, u can why I can't? Why I so stupid.

U are happy with her, yet I cry alone like idiot out there which no one care.

U said we are forever good friend. Please. Take away Ur forever.

There is nth forever.

Haix. I feel so idiot so stupid so dead so useless person now.

Bloody hell tired of my life. No more colors already. ='(

Day 156

我还以为我们会继续再走多五年的路.

交往了10年就可以结婚. 可是现在不是这样的.

看到好多朋友一个一个都结婚 拍结婚照

我都能感受到它们有多幸福快乐的. 但我的呢?

狠不得想快点找到我的幸福拍个结婚照

做世界上最幸福 最快乐 最漂亮的新娘. Haha!

我的小女人,

陪你经过你的风风雨雨 困难 问题 都帮你解决.

但是还是打动不了你.

为什么? 为什么她的小小的举动都会让你跑到她的身边去?

真不公平. 简简单单的我都会得到这样的悲剧.

Day 153

请看着我，说你还爱我.

我们都舍不得，我们会更好吗?

你的笑对我来说 真的很重要.

Day 147

我这样的爱你会不会好可怕?

Day 146

就让我忙到 连哭的时间都没有最好.

Day 144

我什么都没有了.
做人真难. 就不可以做一个简简单单过着平平凡凡生活的人吗?
为什么一定要做坏人.
对不起, 我不会做也不想做坏人.
坏人不好做.
我已经跌到很惨了. 真的够了.
不要在烦我, 我累惨了.
After a new year, thought things will go better.
But actually it never go better, and even worst.

Day 141.

Always there is someone beside me, tok to me, listen to me, share with me, accompany me.

Now, I need to get use to do things alone, everything alone.

我的累, 我的闷, 我能跟谁说?

你已经不在我身边了. 你知道我有多想你吗?

你知道我需要你在我的身边听我乱乱讲话吗?

我很累可是睡不着 不够睡. 为什么??

Haiz.