Day 22.

you & ur nice pose..

爱太痛了.

Day 21.

3weeks le, time pass so fast. still heart pain ever.
u told me u never read de offline msg that i send u.
and yesterday i send it to u online.
after u read it, how do u feel?
nth? or feelings that dunno how to explain it out?
or dun wanna tell me?

hope those words can touched u abit.



失去了你, 我才知道我没什么朋友.
你对我来说真的很重要.

Day 20.

Key chain that u bought it at Wallaby..
Lazy one is u. Naughty one is me.
but ended up u tell me i should that de Lazy one.
and because this chain is heavy,
so both is with me now.
hanging along with my house key.

Day 19.

heart getting more and more pain.
uncountable knifes, needles, broken glasses stuck in my heart.
mood getting more and more bad.
no one dare to tok to me.
face getting more and more shag.
dark circles getting deeper.

lack of sleep and eat.
which gives me alot of time and i dunno what can i do.



u & ur fav Show.

u are my 药.

Day 18.

u, me & Taipei 101.

remember? u taught me how to take this pic.
following de couple that took de same angle of de pic behind us.

ok, i have a fat face.

Day 17.

did u receive ur offline msg from me in msn?
i did wrote alot to u telling u how i feel all this days..
i hope u did receive it.

All the best in ur Management today!
after that u wont have stress word in ur mind already. =)



Missya so much.

Day 16.

Miss all the oily and unhealthy food that u cooked for me.

Day 15.

i miss having Mc Breakfast with u..

Still have chance to eat breakfast with u?

i hope.
i wish.
i want.

Day 14.

This song is for u..

It's always de best if everyday is like yesterday night.
Please dun leave me.

Day 13.

我很想你。
我只要你。
我需要你。
可以回来吗？

如果可以，我希望时间能回到原点。

Day 12.

i miss all of them, alot.

Day 11.

The last pic that we took it together..

Day 10.

CupCorn use to be our fav in movies.
but price went up. so never get to eat it already..

Day 9.

This is what u bought for me at Taiwan.

Day 8.

Monday, I'm waiting
Tuesday, I'm still waiting to see
see.. see... if you are fine
Wednesday, you're still not here
Neither in the morning nor later
Thursday is also empty
Friday, Saturday or Sunday
None of the day that i dun miss you
None of the day that you will come back
to be in our old days

The day that i met you
The day that i was close to you
The day that we held hands
The day that i loved you
The day that i spoke to you
The day that you listened to me
How long it will be like this? i dun know.
How many months or years?
How many billions of our past memory?

I never dun miss you
I'm Sorry.

Day 7.

0512 is our number. Our date.

Day 6.

Nobody knows what this means. Only you and me..

Day 5.

Lin Yu Zhong - Xuan Lu

Once u hold my hand so tight, look at me, and sang to me so seriously at kbox.

Day 4.

Stage reminds me of you.

Day 3.

Esplanade is forever our place.







love Esplanade alot.

Day 2.

this mv, this song, is ur current fav. Good Things.

this song, at ur house when we are going out,
im surprised that u learn this song so fast.
u told me that because u are learning this song
and ur neighbour make noise at midnight,
u still thought ur neighbour make noise
cause u sing too loud when u are learning.

and this is de last song that u sang to me.
are u really singing this to me?

Met you yesterday after things happen.
when u are on the way, i told them im scare..
yes. im scare. and i miss u alot.
but i dunno how to look directly at ur eyes.
when u are here, i try act like im alright.
but after i saw u, im angry & upset.
all our memories just come back to my mind when we watch Cars2.
think and think, keep tell myself not to stand close to u,
cannot cry in front of u, end up i fall asleep inside. haha.

after i reached home, i just let go and cried for hours.
early this morning wake up cried for hours again..
after things happen, this is de day that i tear so much so much.

even though i never look at u much.
but i still really do miss u..
Nice song from u - Good Things.

不要哭 至少你和我记得很清楚
爱 是为彼此祝福

Dun cry, at least you and me remember it very clearly
Love, is giving blessings to each other.

i cannot dun cry, but i will remember it very clearly
i love u, and i will give u all my blessings. =)

Day 1.

Red Integra makes me think of you.
Below office has a Black Integra.
Everytime i saw Integra, it would be you.

No.

What did i do wrong?
and this is what i get in return?
what stupid shit is this seriously.

Balancing

Recently u have been busy with ur assignment, ur exam.
While im busy with nth. im jobless. no income. bored at home.

i didnt blame u that u keep stick with ur friends.
cause friends are more important to u.
but u have to remember u still have another one beside u.
which u have forgotten.

i dun wanna no whats wrong with us.
i just wanna both of us happy.
are you really happy with the another one that is beside u?
i think with ur friends u are more happy bah.

Please balance everything properly.

u answered their call. but please answer mine too.
u sms them, reply their every msg. but mine? none.
ur phone is always silent when u are with them.
but not mine.

i tried not to disturb u already.
i really hate all this. Please put a full stop in there.

这一个星期我过的好心苦.
我到底这么了...

你的脾气我好难聊解.. =(

Forgotten.

还记得我是你的谁吗？
感觉上好像你忘了我是你的谁了。

Last..

last day to work and taiwan..
met alot of awesome ppl in de fish tank.
thank u so muchie guys. love every single one of u inside de fish tank.. =)
meet u guys again soon!

Genting 1st-3rd July.

late upload Genting pic. lol.
Anyways, Genting de place is normal. de bus trip was not very nice.
because de time at bus was tired.. very tired...
Genting de only thing that is nice which is de weather!!
Seriously in love with de weather.
if Singapore's weather is like Genting that will be so great. hahaha.

Eric & Yh.


Me & him.


Weather there is totally awesome. cooling windy cold SHIOK!


4 of us..


Went to arcade and play since we have nth to do.


and collected 320 tix..







Space Shot. scary ride man. yet still got so many ppl q-ing up to take this rides. Daring~


Awesome buffet especially de sashimi!


take a stroll before going back Singapore..


Next week i going off to Taiwan for 9 beautiful wonderful awesome days!
Super happy! =) how i wish i can just stay at Taiwan and dun come back to Singapore.

Back!

Thrown letter to company that friday.
a long story to explain why i threw this letter.

Anyway, just back from Genting!
things and fun there are okay~
bus trip was tired.
Gonna rest and start work tml!
Night! =)

Exhausted.

Cried out really hard today. just want a deep rest this weekend.
Bearing lots of things in heart really not healthy at all.
im just tired, need a massage on my body.

Yesterday just fall down from bus stairs cause i dunno what im thinking.
head damn pain, and just fall off like this.
alot of ppl saw it. but i dun really care, my mind and heart is like wtf only.
face damn black.
Injured my both legs and my right arm & hand.
the next day i woke up my whole body is hell aching seriously.
so wanted to take mc or leave but i have things to clear off today.
anyway, office is getting more and more quiet, thats part of de reason too.

Going Genting next weekend.
Going Taiwan 1 and half month later.
Excited! cant wait!!
Will upload a few pics of my Genting trip next week when im back! =)

Alice In the Wonderland!

Thanks Alice for de top banner!

With Love. =)

怎麽办?!

我做工，越做越闷了！
我不知道要怎麽办。。 =（

谁可以跟我讲我如何该怎麽做。。

天啊救救我吧！！！

Happy Father's Day!

Papa, u are de best, de wonderful, de always awesome dad i have.
Ur every words out from ur mouth to me is good for me.
Thanks for all de love and care for all this years.
its my turn to take care of u now! =)

Papa, u are seriously awesome.
Love and Hugs u with all my heart!

Yellow & Blue

Seriously, this 2 HELL Color Paper is KILLING ME!!!!
Make me OT nvm, still make my eyes nearly go blind!!
Ok. dun wanna say so much. de more i say, de more angry im. zzz!

hair cut-ed!
like that see no diff. but i feel like it is sooo short already.. =(

=)

yupe yupe!
just uploaded my blog header pic.
anyhow make one la.
hope its fine with u guys!
i love it cause i made it, i did it, and its me! haha!!

Don't work too hard. Nobody notices anyway.

Do u guys agree this? Me, myself totally agree this.
cause work is endless.
u OT so much, work so hard,
u still have to keep working.
even if someone notices ur hard work,
ur pay also like that.
haizz. =(
so guys, dun work so hard ok. relax urself..

Happy Belated V'day guys! =)

CNY!

CNY is coming!!!
so happy cause i got red packets to take! =))
dun really have de CNY mood actually.
but still happy. hahaha!

tml still got work..
dunno Wednesday got half day anot..
hope got.. =)

here is a photo with my dark hair color! =p



work work work..
$$$, $$$..
tired tired tired.... zzzz

Before & After.

well. i say that i gonna make my hair for CNY.
here are de pic that is before & after without my face. =)

before..



after..


darken so much right? zzz..
at first i dun use to it.
cause i always use to have light color.

after i got this color darken,
friends around me tell me that i looks better with this hair color..
i hope they are right.
until now i still dun use to it.. lol!

after my hair dyed, i never zhi lian le.
until today just zhi lian only. hahaha!
will post up zhi lian pic soon! =)

Its a long time since i last update my blog..
time flies.. everyday also stress out and tired cause of work.
but i have to buck up. sleep early, rest well and be alert for de next day.
no choice. life is like this, no matter when it comes to sch or work.

Chinese New Year is coming, gonna get my hair done for CNY de next 2days.
Color choosen. Hope David can give me de color that i one.
For hairstyle, i dunno what to do. my hair is long, cannot do anything with long hair.
cut already still long. doesnt make a difference.
So i let David decide how he wanna cut my hair.

Will update my pic asap after my hair is done.
Hope there is a difference in hair color..

Anyway, i gonna change my blog header pic on top.
half way done. i will change it once done! =)

1-1-11

Happy New Year Eeveryone! =)
May u have a better year in 2011!!

Happy Birthday to Me!

its my birthday! =)
happy birthday to myself!! =pp

Went to Let's Sweet and had a dessert buffet at bugis.
Thanks BFF Apple & Liyi, and Eric for early celebration on my Bday.
Thanks for de gifts! Love u all. =)

=p

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Nikon D5000!

Went to Sitex today and bought this for myself!
YES! Its D5000! purchased kit and topped up a few hundred for 55-200 lens.
lovin' it! worth it!


and this is what me and Shin bought+free gifts..
he bought an acer lappy for his sch use. =)
we carry all this all de way home. hand damn pain & tired.


snap a pic using my D5000
chio right? never photoshop or edit before. =p

i really love my first dslr.. =pp

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everyday tired after work..
nth much to upload.
will upload hk pic if can.
and most post coming up..
check it out.. =)

Painting!

yes. its painting time! yesterday when to shin's house to paint..
this is our first time painting..
and we bought this paint..
Nippon Paint odorless white color. seriously no smell at all.
but expensive.. zzz


small bottle of paint is for metal and wood one.
this are de meterials we use.


before~




took a pic before we start our painting!!


this is after.... seriously gay. especially de door.
cause de wall is white already. then door white also. sooo gay like that.
like no more door already. lol.
so we decide to buy a grey color to re-paint de door again de next time.


can u see de difference? one side white, one side yellow.
do half way last night and continue de painting this afternoon..


room is much more more brighter now.
de problem is still de door. zzz
will fix that next week.

after all de painting, now we no that painting is not easy at all.
thats our first & last time.
lucky his room is small also. if not die already.
also, we started painting with our stomach empty.
didnt grab anything to eat, no energy.
so thats very tiring..
NO MORE NEXT TIMEEEE!!!!!

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LONG WEEKEND! =))

Can I?

Bearing ur temper, ur mood swing is what i have to do.
is what i always use to do. is what i always must bear with it.
but how long can i bear with it? forever? can i?

u angry/mood swing, i bear it, accompany u no matter what.
but when it comes to my turn, who will do that to me? will u?

i dun care what ppl point or say things behind me. i seriously dun care at all.
but when it comes to love,
i do expect something just a little little 1% more from u.
just 1% more.

when im not happy/angry/mood swing, i just need a little bit concern from u.
hug me, ur hand over my shoulder, hold my hand.
or just tok to me. tok to me nicely will do. just de 1% more to tok to me.

love u, marry u for life is what i always wanted and waiting for.
i just hope one day,
u will change and give me ur xtra 1% when im not happy/mood swing.

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