Thursday, November 8, 2012

某人

某人好想念某人. 某人想知道某人有没有在想某人. 某人想知道某人现在在那里在做什么. 某人在等某人联络某人. 某人可以快点联络某人吗?

Wednesday, November 7, 2012

Restless Night.

Its a good way to keep myself busy to forget some things. But I dun feel tired at all when I always keep myself busy busy. Just wanna be tired so I can rest more cause I have not rest enough almost everyday. Keep wake up and wake up. Went to see dr for my head pain. He gave me muscle relaxer pills. But it still didn't work on me. Yes I did fall asleep easily but still keep on waking up like nobody business. I think anyone can just hit me and make me faint to let me rest longer? Lol.

Friday, November 2, 2012

Worst of the worst.

Life have many ups and downs.
This is de worst part of my life.
Besides love, this de time that makes me feel so weak and useless and cried badly everyday which is family and money. It also makes me sleep for that 2-3 hrs everyday. I'm having a bad headache, not sure what cause de problem. Maybe not enough sleep or I think too much, I dunno. It's just affect me and hurts badly. Im facing de worst of de worst part in my life now. I dun feel like doing anything, I wanna throw everything away, I wanna relax, wanna scream out loud, wanna cry out everything dun wanna work, wanna go holiday, wanna get out of here, wanna leave Singapore, wanna rest all I can, because I hate here. Living here stress me up alot. I hate my life now. I feel like dying. But I cant just go like this. What to do? Life sucks max now. I can't take it already.

Saturday, October 27, 2012

That's it.

Money causes all this and make me ended up like this. If I have de money, my family won't be like this. If I have de money I won't be changing job. If I have de money i can do whatever I like buy whatever I like use it I like. I gonna be crazy soon if I continue like this. Or maybe I'm already crazy and down with depression. My family, money plus de stress at new job. All accumulates and made me cry almost everyday. Dream non stop, cry non stop, think non stop. What's wrong with me? Anyone can tell me?! I had enough already. Haix.

Friday, October 19, 2012

Life still have to go on.

Kinda tired of my life. Though its still a long hard way for me. I need some motivation to go on. After Monday everything changes, it won't be easy for me. I have to take it and use to it no matter how hard how stressful it is. No matter how upset how tired I am, I still have to put a sweet smile on my face because life still have to go on. For my family & my life to get easier and better, I will and have do that. What I have to do now is one word, 忍. Jiayou for me ok! =)) Thanks ppl!

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

Jap Jap Food!

Last week went to City Square Mall with colleagues to eat Jap Buffet. Soooo miss those food, now and then also so craving to eat especially Salmon!

Saturday, October 13, 2012

Sparkle Tots Concert cum Grad Ceremony 2012

It's Season & Ethan's performing at Matrix Auditorium @ Biopolis. Can't wait to see them!!

Thursday, October 11, 2012

生日快乐!

A very special day of Urs today. Happy birthday to u! Njoy Ur day with Ur special ones. Stay happy ya! =)))

Monday, October 8, 2012

Meeting up with 老朋友.

Awesome meet up with my sec sch art friends. Really miss those times where we use to disturb and play and stay up late in art room. I wanna see u guys again! Lets meet up more often ok!

Saturday, October 6, 2012

剪头发!

It's has been a long long long time since I had my last haircut. And my last haircut was also with David. Today I went to Malaysia and find him and trim my hair. I'm looking forward to see him again with my new hair color! Thanks a million David! =)

Friday, October 5, 2012

Greeny

Me and my lovely green background.

Tuesday, October 2, 2012

Fantastic Baby!

BigBang Concert 2012 was awesome!
They promise to be back soon!
And I gonna watch it again!

Saturday, September 29, 2012

爱上了这样的太阳

关心

Yes. U are right. Why do I have to care for something that doesn't care for me anymore. It is de best to just let it be.

Thursday, September 27, 2012

天灰

今天我的心情就像今天的天气一样差. 又伤心又很生气.

Tuesday, September 25, 2012

一个人生活

现在我的生活过的好累好累

Wednesday, September 19, 2012

Bad News

 Not really happy after hearing that news.

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

Ted



After watching Ted the movie, how i wish i have Ted around with me too.

Monday, September 10, 2012

Sry never make me feel better.

Stop Ur sry. I dun need Ur sry.
If sry can heal everything I will say sry and get back what I one?
Dun tell me u are sry, it won't make me feel better.
My 無理取鬧 will make u think I'm childish.
But u will never no how I feel.
I understand everything and every situation.
可是我就是要胡鬧因為我很不高興.
我可以跟誰胡鬧?
跟寂寞胡鬧吗?
I'm tired of that feeling.
I hate it. I just wanna cry in front of a guy to Sayang me.
Mood damn bad. Damn it.

Saturday, September 8, 2012

你并不懂我

我好难过 你并不爱我.
你并不懂 我怎么能爱我
傻瓜才当温柔.
寂寞来了 我该怎么办?
痛了伤了却不愿意承认.
明明哭了错了却还是要牺牲.

我不会在胡闹了.